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What if my life is different than yours?

You guys ask me what happen to me, you know it's kinda annoying because I can't really answer the questions.
Do you know what privacy means, huh?
And to be honest I'm fucking tired to try to explain it to all of you.

Everytime you ask me about unas thingy, I'm hurt because I haven't done it yet(Haven't I mentioned that I dropped out of school?).
Can't you be more sensitive, hey?
And, you know what? I'll just be careless.

My focus right now is to fix the problems in my family. While doing that, I also am exploring what my passion really is, what college I should go in when the time is perfect, and I also read books, a lots of books, which I really need right now. And, just so you know, I also am doing my tasks, too. You know, those physicsmathbiochemindoenglish papers.

Oh, and ya, when I say I haven't done with unas thingy, that means I will still do it, just in the right time.
And yes, I will still chase UI. Or Unair. Or wherever that'll be the best for me.

You want to judge me? Do it then. Do what you like but please get a life.

This is my life. Enough said.

Still, people, I wish the best for you. May you get what you want, may your dreams be caught, amin.

Aim It, Reach It!

Another self-motivation

It's never been easy. But I know, it leads me to where I belong. So I just have to be tougher and be more patient.


Keep on trying and do whatever you can do right now. Release your ego for a while, let them go. You are perfectly on the way where you are meant to be. In the right time, Insha Allah.


Aim it, reach it!

Superb!

"Have courage to follow your passion--and if you don't know your what it is, realize that one reason for your existence on earth is to find it. It won't come to you through some special announcement or through a burning bush. Your life's work is to find your life's work--and then to exercise the discipline, tenacity, and hard work it takes to pursue it.

How do you know whether you are on the right path, with the right person, or in the right job? The same way you know when you're not: You feel it. Each of us has a personal call to greatness--and because ypurs is as unique to you as your fingerprint, no one can tell you what it is.

Pay attention to what makes you feel energized, connected, stimulated--what gives you your juice. Do what you love, give it back in the form of service, and you will do more than succeed. You will triumph."

Oprah Winfrey

quick post!

Hello, y'all! so it's been  a while after I wrote my last post, eh?
Hehehehe so how's your day? been good enough? well, mine is too.

I'm having such a hectic week.Err not to mention that any of the days wasn't good, but, yeah at least I've learned. ffiuh.

Oh ya, lately there are 3 people who are following me mihihihi thaaanks!! and it's getting crowded here in my blog, thanks for blogwalking guys <3. And I've been blogwalking too and found some amazing blogs. go see the 'friends and recommendation' please. May you get inspired. :)

Soooo, I went browsing yesterday. I actually wanted to learn more about editing photos at picnik.com buuuut, it said that I have to blablabla I couldn't understand so I closed the tab.

Then I randomly logged in to my Facebook account and...stalked.Yeah, just a few people I wish I could be close to but...okay nevermind. Then I opened my profile and scroleed down the timeline. Scroll scroll scroll, I found my old statuses, mostly show my labile-ness -__- then I read the wall. Well, at 2011 there weren't many people posted on my wall. But I was shocked looking at 2010. Wew, 3687 posts from my friends. What did I do back then? Just went online and said hi to people on facebook, eh?

But what I love the most (and what I haven't recognized until I opened the timeline yesterday) is that...on 2010, there were so many friends saying 'happy birthday' to me! Kyaaa even there are some that haven't been replied by me. I don't mean to be bigheaded or what but... Suddenly I feel loved (okay Nad, you're beyond unyu). Err really, and yes thimngs have changed. I don't talk a lot to people on facebook right now. Mostly because I don't have the same interest on it like I had two years ago. And yes, it caused by some other things too.

Facebook shows me how things change. I was just an ababil trying to be gaul and eksis (LOL, silly I know). But as time goes by, maybe, just maybe, I've grown up. Well, yeah, maturity takes a lifetime, but at least I know I'm changing. For reasons, for a better future.


Yep, this is the end of this post hehehe. I'm just gonna post some quotes too. have a blessed day in everyday, everyone! ;)

I still can eat, drink, write, think. I have my mom, dad, cousins. I have friends who support me. My blog's getting crowdy. I still have times to learn. I have papers to write. A pencil, a pen, a book. I still have internet connection. I still have my body organs work well.

I have opened chances, unseen possibilities. I still have that strength to struggle, and on, and on, and on.

There'll be so much more. Thanks for everything, Allah...

There was me. 

Sitting in a room full of books. Books I don't understand the language. The room felt cozy. It was rainy outside, but warm inside. Perfect feeling. 

I want it.

There was me. 

Walking through the corridors. Picked up a book. I knew I haven't conquered it yet. I still have to learn. 

I want it.

There was me.

Checking my voice if it was okay. Tried to sing a song, but it wasn't good enough. Guess I'd still have to learn more. 

I want it.

Sounds selfish yet so true. I want it all.